Nasty habits

I´ve got
nasty habits
and much about to tell
when I follow down my habits
I think of them as well

I´m a one-time smoker
bothering myself
when i choke another cigarette
i get i get
i think of
I need just
I´m never running from myself

There are many people
just eclipsing who they were
they don´t think about their past no more
I smoke another cigarette
and think about myself
And wonder if my nasty habit
isn.t much better than theirs . . .